It has been 15 years since my sister Rachael died. I remember so many details vividly that it is hard to believe it has been so long. I wonder what could have been if she were still alive. I miss her every day and wish we could be adult friends, like I am with my other siblings. She was a great example to me of kindness and fun. I wish I could still have her here, but since that is not an option, I am grateful for the peace I feel when I think of her.